Thoughts

From the time you were a little boy you always smiled and had so much fun. You were relentless in doing everything you could to do things your way. You never wanted to wait it always had to be NOW. You lived your life to the fullest when it came to trying new things and taking on new challenges. From the time you were 4 years old you played soccer and did t-ball. You went from in-town leagues to traveling teams and played for other towns as well. We spent many summers traveling with you to different states for soccer and because of that we met some wonderful people along the way and you made many friends. It was a wonderful experience for all of us, as a Mom I am so thankful for those opportunities.

When you had your accident I did not realize the enormous impact it had on other people. I learned so many things about you I never knew and questioned how well I knew my own son. I am especially proud of the commitment you made to help other children with sports. You assisted coaches in a way that enabled their children to learn from someone who has experienced it all. You impacted many lives and formed bonds with so many youths that will never be forgotten.

When you were 4 years old and attended the pre-school program at the high school you were a challenge to everyone there, especially when it came to sitting still and doing your work. All you cared about was socializing and playing. And then you met Barry. Thank God for Barry, he got a hold of you and from that point on never let go. He had the patience of a Saint and never gave up on you. You loved him so much and even when he had to leave to go to another class he found his way back to you later in the day. Sometimes he would skip a class just so he could stay with you. He loved those mornings with you and the special bond you had for each other still lives on today. He never forgot you Aaron, you have always had a special place in his heart. One day soon you will meet again and I pray that you will be able to communicate to him.

Aaron, I love you with all my heart and continue to pray for you. You are in for the fight of your life and if anyone can do it you can. People tell me you have your youth on your side and the strength and determination to see this through. I have never been more scared in my life to think that I will never have the Son that I brought into this world as one and the same. I look at you and see how far you have come and how wonderful you look. But unfortunately, we don’t know what is going on inside. I pray that you are healing and each day will bring you closer. I miss your voice, your vibrant personality, your infectious laugh, and above all your sensitivity and compassion towards other people. I especially miss the special times you and Melissa shared together. The two of you fooling around and giggling over stupid things and many times you would end up fighting and hating each other. Typical of siblings but you always found your way back to each other.